你爱我吗?

有人说世界上最远的距离不是隔着几万里
而是我在你身旁你却不知道我爱你
坐在你身旁却感受不到你是我的感觉,
好陌生, 距离好远，像隔着一道墙那样..
讨厌这感觉
你知道吗
我很在乎一些的小事情
*眼神交流
*主动牵我的手
*关心下我
*认真聆听我说的话
*不跳过我的问题不答

我感受不到你爱我
你是真的爱我吗?
比 我真的爱你
我不想失去你
你弄伤,我心痛
你为我付出,我很感动
你不在我身旁,我很想你
你累,我再累都会为你按摩
和你吵架我会心不在焉
很害怕很害怕失去你
想为你做很多很多的事情
为自己爱的人做任何事都会觉得幸福!
想让你每分每秒都会想我
你知道你多久没有告诉我，你爱我吗?
是不是不爱我了?

我和他

我
就是脾气不好
就是不开心的时候不出声
就是那么的容易哭
就是在不喜欢是敷衍
就是那样的喜欢气人
就是不能控制情绪大声说话
他
就是不喜欢我的脾气不好
就是不喜欢我静静不出声
就是不能接受我哭
就是不可以被敷衍
就是那样的不能被气
就是不喜欢我大声和他说话

今天我说我拼命打工都不出去玩
他说 你怕以后毕业后没有得做咩
结果我比较大声地回答说, 最讨厌听到这句话
他就突然静了
我知道我音量大了和用了不对的词
我立刻说不要生气
他居然不理我..
接着就说我错还发脾气
他说这次是我第二次和大声说话
这是我的错吗?
不能不发脾气的吗?
有时觉得自己没有错却要道歉认错被训还有改过,
真的觉得.......
很辛苦
真的每次都是我的错吗?
如果是... 我真的很讨厌我自己

我不喜欢那句话, 很讨厌
如果有得选,
我也不想去做工

为什么那么不喜欢的个性还要和我在一起?
为什么不找个你接受的了的个性?
要我改变还算不算是喜欢我?
我也不知道谁对谁错
这也是我的个性,
对就是对, 错就是错
我觉得我有错我会认
如果我觉得我没有错,
可是你还觉得我有错我会道歉,
可是我的心还是接受不到,
平衡不到, 我放不下, 也接受不到
你爱我? 还是你爱的我?

不够成熟?

我好想问
是不是我不够成熟?
为什么还达不到你的要求?
是我无礼取闹?
还是你的要求太高?
为什么我控制不到我的眼泪?
有没有什么好方法能让眼泪不再流?
爱 能让人幸福快乐
更加能让人伤心难过...

Unexpectedly

♥ 6th May 2010 ♥


I pretend him to texting myself
Breakdown..
I hope you by my side.
When you're gone
Now i only discovered that you once in my heart.
I am not angry you hurt me,
Just hope that you by my side.
Want to rely on your,
Miss your hugs,
Lost you felt unwell, so lonely
I just need you,
But I know that you're not.
I know im not good enough.
Please tell me you're loving me.
Silly Love.
If without you, i have been doomed to loneliness.

Tired

♥ 5th May 2010 ♥

19 days ago,
I still can't forget about him.
Thanks for the hurt!
Now you can't hurt me anymore`
Felt tired with LOVE
I want surrender now.
But i won't surrender on my future,
Spent all the time to work.
Hope can earn more,
No need to fall back on man.
Don't tell me that you miss me or love me,
I don't trust.
Friends, I Really Need Your Support~!!

You're Not My Friend

♥ 1st May 2010 ♥

Excuse me !!!
Gan Wei Sze you are not my friend !!


You're my sister =)
And Ying too`

Wish Our Friendship Forever~!!!


[Y]

[ H ]

♥ 29th April 2010♥

I'm so curious about you.
You said that you dont trust everyone
I want to know why, but not dare to ask

Just want to know something about you.

Hope can be close with you

Like to chat with you

... Don't know why ...

Trust me

i hate lier too

19th April 2010

♥ 20th April 2010 ♥

He make me miss him and hate him...!

Can't forget 19th April !!

Felt Sweet and Pity.

Please don't hurt me.

Who can tell me where's the true love ?

L 0 V 3

♥11th March 2010♥


一个不爱自己的人,
根本不值得你去爱..

不懂爱自己的人,
没有资格被爱..

把爱不当做事一回事的人
你一辈子都不会得到真爱

为了继续而继续的爱,
只会让人伤上加伤..

不一定是要盲目的才叫爱..

My Seni !

♥ 4th Dec 2009 ♥

Damn`
Forget to go exam~
What of my mind ?
SPM is so important how can i forget `
Seni `
can't get A maybe can get B also
Now can pass i need to thanks God le..
How NOOB im ?
So sad`

YEE SUET YAN, YOU SO STUPID

FaiL

♥ 22th November 2009 ♥

Regret..
Maybe i should not answered like that`
What are you thinking ?
I'm Fail !!
I.M.P [who know ?] =(

Suet Mun & Chern Kang

♥ 30th October 2009 ♥

Oh yeah`

My younger sister~

Suet Mun or Evon

She like her picture being prefect

That's why she edit her picture

lazy to do housework`

Without computer she cannot live xD

Like face the computer

She less speech

After i read her blog

I detected that i do not understand her

She is what kind of person?

Sadly

But we have know for 16 years!!

She love computer more then love us..

SPEECHLESS

I like to disturb her and make her angry

because she does not pay attention to me

hehe ^^

Gluttonous face`

wuhoo~

Ice - Cream

My youngest brother`

Chern Kang`

sometime..

He was so lazy and evil-doe

His hobby is satire me

But sometime he so cute and funny

He make me

Love him and Hate him♥

Nobody may bully them`!!!!

Except ME~~~~

Haha : )

Think Before You said

♥ 12th September 2009 ♥

Do you think before you said?
Affairs of human life there is not absolute...
No one ever right or wrong`
Including you`
Do you know ?
Different people different opinion`
I'll think about the suggestion you give`
but thats not i'm necessarily to obey..
Hurt Is Not For Friends`
Appreciate Our Friendship..
Respect Each Other Like Guests`
Sorry for anything i'm wrong~
and thanks for your help`

Love Always Beside Of You♥

Yummy

♥ 4th September 2009 ♥

I'm so miss you ♥

My brother's favourite dessert ♥




Eats the sweets to be able to let the mood be good`
But has aten too many will become fat







happy every day : )

我憎寄人篱下

♥ 14th August 2009 ♥

今天和莹+弟弟+妹妹+Jhao
一起在Casa Ria游泳..
踢水时不小心踢到出水口
脱皮流血呀~!!
穿了的bikini丢去洗
结果被莹的kakak丢回出来
aiii`
很厉害吧这个人...

Hong Kong's Boy

♥ 1 August 2009 ♥

Today im so lazy to work`
So i tell my boss im sick..
I go play basketball with friends..
Fun!! (but so hot)
So tired then we go back`
Then we sleep cause we are too tired`
Ying's mom ask us wake up at 3p.m
Then we go Alor helping her mom..
Alot traveler..
Have a boy form Hong Kong`
Not bad too..
Im so regret`
Cause i din't ask any way to contact him
He was gone..
I think wanna meet him again was impossible !!
Something was happed`
hehe..
I like that feeling so much`
Hope can see you again~
and be your friend :)
Do you hope so ?

Im Back

♥ 31 July 2009 ♥

1 month ago..
I din't updated the blog..
Nothing to write`
Cause all about sadness...
So i don't feel like to write anything`
Never saw you`
Never miss you..
I was forgeted you?
oh yeah! [thanks god]
But Im saw you again at today....
aiks`
Suet yan.. take care

我讨厌你~!!!

我讨厌你 我讨厌你 我讨厌你
我讨厌你 我讨厌你 我讨厌你
我讨厌你 我讨厌你 我讨厌你
我讨厌你 我讨厌你 我讨厌你
我讨厌你 我讨厌你 我讨厌你
我真的真的真的很讨厌你..
我很hurt..
我很想死掉
我很想大大声地哭`

Hate You ++

♥ June 8th ♥

I miss him
but i hate him too..
I hate him why treat me so cool`
Don't know what should I do !!
Don't know what he thinking..
I go Alor..
You go sungai wang !!
I go sungai wang..
You go Alor !!
Thought can see you I feel so happy
when i reach there you already went out..
down ~!!! ><
我憎死你 !!!

FUCK OFF

♥ June 6th 2009 ♥
Don't talk rubbish at here`!!
I don't like !!!!
Im not the stupid suet yan in real life !!!
Fuck !!!!
Don't add my link!!!
thanks